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venting rrrrg...my mom is out to kill every bit of my fun today. arg! the tension between us has been growing these past couple of days. maybe it is that school is ending and i have finals and she has whatever. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT???? i HATE having to sit still for 20 hours a day STUDYING AND TAKING TESTS!! i want to cry, i hate this. im going to die sometime soon here. pieces of crap finals are killing me! and then there are the people that wont tell me anything of whats going on and i just want to blow something up. dont worry, i am no threat to anyone, i just HATE TONIGHT!! ok, so now im crying, some of that bottled hate and anger is leaking out by way of my eyes. i hate breaking down in front of my mom, and that just happened, and its hard to explain how i feel to her. i mean, its just one of those things that i cant explain. i cant communicate well to them, its like im always afraid i am going to hurt someone with my words, i usually end up doing that. so i try to censor myself and then i cant get it out so i bottle it all up inside, im a time bomb just waiting to explode. i just needed to vent to something, whether it be some inanimate object or not. i find that inanimate objects are easier to talk to. or at least write to. people just screw things up even more. +The Last Five+ |
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