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leave to come back to nothing i had the strangest dream last night. many strange dreams...and not strange in a good way either. i remember them vividly and its not something i want to remember. it involved people very close to me...aka my mother, marc, sarah, emmy, val...and myself. maybe if i talk about it i can get it out of my mind...but i dont want to talk about. it was just too weird for me. far too disturbing. i think these sore muscles and this oven burnt arm are getting to my dreams. they would have nothing to do with what happened in them...but maybe they have an impact. pain vs. pain. everytime i tossed or turned i would either end up on a sore muscle, a black and blue elbow, or a burnt arm. i need a masseuse. yes, that sounds good. and tomorrow i leave for denali..where i will be hiking for a couple of days. that adds to my pain. and then i come home to have a couple days with sarah...and then i leave (come back after the 26th :-(...) for the MRC for another week or so. when i get home, sarah will already be gone for college. :'( thats so sad! im going to miss her so much! bye bye sarah. at least i will have marc and val to hang out with...and kirsten and jayme and somtimes ashley. but mainly marc, val and kirsten...they live closer, and we happen to do more together. and the turners and renee. yeah....it just wont be the same. i wont have someone to bail be out of a sticky situation! :-( how sad! ooook...well, i should go. goodbye. PS i think im getting sick... +The Last Five+ |
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