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katherine barrett so, here i am, 1:15 am. i look at my empty bed, it calls to me, but i think i want to write first. here i am going on a 9 day weekend come monday. all i have done is sit here, or on the couch watching various movies under a blanket, while trying to choke down osme more water. see, i dont drink much water, unless i am at volleyball practice or something. but you didnt need to know that. i am frail, pale, im getting tinier, and i am losing weight. mom says i look like ive been hit by a truck. oh joy. yesterday was thanksgiving, and my 16th birthday, it was ok. besides being sick and all. tonight i crawled into bed, turned my computer to face me and watched a movie, much like any other night this week. only this time i stared while watching, with my mouth open. oh wait a minute, thats because i cant breathe through my nose. hmm. anyways. this movie made me think. (to protect from issuing license to mock me i will with hold the name of the movie). :: i want something. something indescribable. i know what im looking for, and im starting to think that ive found it. in a person that i hardly know. some people know who im talking about, though i plan to keep it unemphatic. yes...that is my plan. goodnight [edit] my birthday was the 27th, not the 28th. and...the title is my name...not the person im talking about. wink wink PS. im not a lesbo here +The Last Five+ |
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