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down the pot
11.29.03 | 7:02 p.m.

my value of life has gone down since these doctors diagnosed me with this asthma. ive been threatened with the chance that my volleyball career may come to a grinding halt. I HATE THIS.

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:00:49 PM)

   howdy howdy

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:01:10 PM)

   i hate my doctor

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:01:23 PM)

   why's that?

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:01:37 PM)

   they've threatened to take away my volleyball

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:01:44 PM)

   and sports

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:01:50 PM)

   and i want to kill them

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:02:02 PM)

   why them?

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:02:19 PM)

   because they diagnosed me with this BEEPING ASTHMA

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:02:48 PM)

   better do know about it than die because you didn't

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:02:58 PM)

   id rather die

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:03:06 PM)

   then make with it

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:03:20 PM)

   lame parents are being cautious

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:03:33 PM)

   I DONT CARE IF I PASS OUT ON THE COURT AND NEVER WAKE UP

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:03:41 PM)

   at least i would die doing something i love

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:03:50 PM)

   hahaha

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:03:59 PM)

   you're so young

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:04:16 PM)

   i dont give a crap

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:04:21 PM)

   i hate them

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:04:32 PM)

   i think you misinterpretted what i said

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:04:40 PM)

   yeah, i know what you mean

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:04:57 PM)

   it's funny how cliche you are sometimes

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:05:05 PM)

   what do you mean?

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:05:41 PM)

   you're just being a typical teenager, and that's never what i expected out of you, i guess i just made a bad first assessment

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:06:07 PM)

   how am i typical?

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:06:59 PM)

   you're getting mad at people because they care a lot about you

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:07:12 PM)

   no they dont

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:07:34 PM)

   they just told me that i have a lung disease, they dont care about me

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:07:51 PM)

   hahaha

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:07:56 PM)

   i don't see how that's being inconsiderate

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:08:13 PM)

   all they care about id that they are paid

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:08:17 PM)

   haha

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:08:30 PM)

   you're being so youthful katie, you need to take a step backl

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:08:35 PM)

   is*

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:08:43 PM)

   no im not

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:08:48 PM)

   im being realistic

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:08:56 PM)

   and i dont care that they dont care about me

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:09:06 PM)

   BUT SHES TRYING TO CRUSH MY DREAMS

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:09:12 PM)

   i dont find that to be considerate

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:09:33 PM)

   are you fucking serious? who goes out of therir way to crush someones dreams?

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:09:40 PM)

   she does

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:10:05 PM)

   you should have heard her!

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:10:13 PM)

   that's one of the most ridiculous things i've ever heard

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:10:43 PM)

   she was talking about how she used to play volleyball, and bla bla bla, saying that i probably shouldnt try to succeed in it, saying i wouldnt realy get anywhere anyways

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:10:48 PM)

   i wanted to smack her

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:11:10 PM)

   why are you playing volleyball? to have fun or because you want to make money doing it some day?

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:11:42 PM)

   because i can go far in it, because i love it more than anything, and because its the one thing that has been constant in my life

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:11:48 PM)

   i cant give it up

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:12:02 PM)

   for fun or for money?

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:12:21 PM)

   you dont get it

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:13:13 PM)

   its one of the only things that make me happy

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:13:27 PM)

   then it's for fun

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:13:41 PM)

   but i WANT to play professionally

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:13:45 PM)

   i WANT to go

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:13:48 PM)

   far

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:14:01 PM)

   i WANT to succeed

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:14:05 PM)

   do you think you can? or do you think that's something that would be beyound your capability

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:14:16 PM)

   are you saying i cant do it?

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:14:22 PM)

   no

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:14:28 PM)

   i can do it dang it

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:14:35 PM)

   i'm too ignorant of volleyball to tell you whether you can or not

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:15:10 PM)

   but my experience has been that if you're going to play a sport professionally you have to start young and be the best person for miles if you're going to be a pro

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:16:11 PM)

   my coaches this season saw great potential in me, brent was a pro, he told me that i could go as far with it as i wanted, i could be playing on Division A teams if i keep working my ass off at it and i plan to

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:16:15 PM)

   im getting there

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:16:26 PM)

   im going to be great at it, even if it kills me

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:16:36 PM)

   alright then. i believe in you

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:16:49 PM)

   youve never even seen me playRyan - el presidente says: (7:17:31 PM)

   i haven't but the fact of the matter is, i know you're not the best girl at chugiak. given what you just told me, i retract any skepticism

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:17:46 PM)

   so disregard my doubt

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:17:59 PM)

   no im not the best

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:18:11 PM)

   but that doesnt mean anything

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:18:18 PM)

   i disagree

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:18:22 PM)

   i think it means a lot

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:18:24 PM)

   but it's not absolute

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:19:08 PM)

   you just watch

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:20:03 PM)

   i'm with you katie. if your ex-pro coach really believes you can go all the way, i believe

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:21:30 PM)

   the only reason he was cut from the olympics was because he was 6'2'' and too short

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:21:50 PM)

   jeebus

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:22:07 PM)

   what's he doing coaching volleyball at chs? that's crazy

kate-[still sick]drugged up and another week says: (7:23:03 PM)

   because we are extremely lucky

Ryan - el presidente says: (7:23:14 PM)

   sounds like a good deal

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