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simple life strange how people can be so ignorant and ill-informed about things. how they can think one thing and stick by it, but then never consider that there is an entire world out there with separate opinions, though they may not make sense sometimes, perhaps if one were to delve into the thoughts and points of views of this person, they might actually come to understand that person. strange how people always look at the bigger picture rather than sitting down and actually focusing on a single thing to learn and observe. i have been working on switching from tunnel vision to splattered, or whatever its called. (i forget) i see beauty in life and the world around me. i dont know, maybe that is just because i am an artists daughter, or because i jsut see things differently that other people. like when i see the van gogh paintings in my hot cocoa. thats saying something. people usually think about the taste, or the color, but i connect it to things. maybe i just have this vivid and illustrious imagination. no, i know that i do. i scare myself sometimes because of it. especially when i am studying about serial killers when im home alone and its dark outside. that was scary, haha. but back to the point. (is there a point?) assumptions arent good enough for me. dont assume anything about me. they lead to misunderstandings, and then everyone gets pissed off at one another, and i dont need that. so. away with the assumptions. ah, and about the vision. i watched bambi this weekend and it sparked and interest somewhere deep within me. i have decided to sit outside in a forest before it rains sometime, and observe what happens. the animals, the plants, everything. watch the rain fall, trickle down the leaves and collect in tiny pools on the ground. it seems so magical. so....enlightening. spirit-lifting. deep and mystical. this is my plan. another plan. kirsten and i are going to hike resurrection again this summer. we are hoping to go alone, just the two of us, however, that is quite unlikely with the parents we have. but that is our plan. i love it back there. its so beautiful. i dont think ive ever seen anything more beautiful. that was what made my summer. i love it back there. maybe i will go live back there in the summers. bike in and out for food. ahh, heaven! i would love that. talk about the simplistic life that i dream of. i cant wait to go back. +The Last Five+ |
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