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speak happy. i slept in my sisters room last night, as kirsten had passed out in my bed. i couldn't sleep so i found my flashlight and looked at the books in her room around where i was, and i found a really cool book. its an essay (book) my Thoreau, and i thought that was so exciting! i really do enjoy reading Thoreau, and Emerson and Edgar Allen Poe and Walt Whitman, all of those great writers. over the past two years, i have been engulfed by interest and fascination for so many new things that i never thought i would even find to be even slightly captivating. great pieces of literature, history, art. maybe i am meant to be a philosopher, a lawyer, an artist, a historian. (maybe my lame typos are saying something to me, such as when i type the word "last", it usually comes out at "lsat", which is a test to get into law school...hmm, strange signs. ha ha) (i think i have been taught to read between the lines too much, but thats okay, its fun.) Where's your God now? says: (5:43:19 PM) I always preferred face to face conversations with people meself kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:43:47 PM) yeah Where's your God now? says: (5:43:47 PM) Or if not available phone, its nice to get immediate feed back from people, especially since most every problem you or I could go through has already been experienced by billions of others. kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:44:30 PM) i like face to face, but its easier for me to express things like emotion, or ideas when writing them down where others can see it. kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:44:33 PM) i dont know why kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:45:24 PM) it gives me time to think out what i want to say, instead of trying to splurt it out and then regret having said it that way, or having said it at all Where's your God now? says: (5:45:59 PM) Yah, it really is easier to express it as anonymously as you can, but I think its because you have very little chance of being pointed at and mocked for your very personal feelings kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:47:18 PM) well, i feel that i can convey my emotions better through writing, than i can through speaking kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:47:23 PM) when i talk, words leave me Where's your God now? says: (5:48:44 PM) haha. "When I talk, words leave me" is awesome. That was an intentional pun right? kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:49:45 PM) haha kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:49:47 PM) well, no kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:49:52 PM) lets put it this way kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:50:01 PM) when i TRY to talk, i choke on my words kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:50:12 PM) i cant get across what i want to say Where's your God now? says: (5:50:42 PM) Yah, I know what you mean Where's your God now? says: (5:51:08 PM) Hi-ho. I guess I just don't get the whole diary thing and just never will kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:51:32 PM) thats ok kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:51:42 PM) many people dont understand it kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:51:48 PM) i dont really understand it kate: it's all a blur of dancehall hips, pretentious quips. a boxers, bob and weave. says: (5:52:12 PM) but its fun to say something that makes something connect in another's mind, like i said before speaking of speaking. i just finished the book "Speak" by Laurie Halse Anderson last night. GREAT book. the main character is this high school freshman outcast (went to a party over the summer, bad things happened, she called the cops, now everyone hates her, including her best friends). it is about her life and what happens over the course of her school year, how her life changed. she was afraid, alone, she didn't want to talk, she would rather stay silent, a mystery almost to everyone around her. it frustrated her teachers, her parents and herself. she choked on her words, she is put down, considered a freak. on many levels i could connect to her character. it was like i could feel her pain. nothing like that really happened to me, but i could still connect with it. i just really liked the book. i loved the art teacher, his character was so fascinating. note to self: must read Catalyst. i recommend it. +The Last Five+ |
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