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contemplation
04.30.04 | 11:23 p.m.

i sometimes wonder at how people can be so oblivious to such blatantly obvious things and situations. it frustrates me. such as body language from a person that another completely ignores and has no idea that it even exists because they are so blinded by their own wishes and they piss the other person off to the point that they are no longer on speaking terms and the piss-offer has no idea what they have done to piss off the pissed-off. it is a no-win situation which could have simply been solved by a simple action. and in the end... it ends with a heart being thrown out the window into the dumpster where hopefully the slightly damaged soul can be mended and set aflame once again.

it is a vicious cycle which i try to keep my heart from being thrown into. am i cynical? no. just cautious. i know what i am looking for. there is no need for me to willingly submerse myself in the drama which had nearly killed me a few years ago. there is no need for me to get involved with people who i know it would not work out. in the end, it is not worth it. or is it?

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